feeling so fucking pathetic and depressed and irritable and disgusting. The fucking scale is apparently broken. It keeps taunting me with numbers that I’ll never be. With numbers I’ve only dreamed about. And I keep stepping on and off and it stays on a really low one, and then will jump up really really really high back to my actual weight. Its actually the most heart breaking thing ever and so I took a lot of sleeping pills.

@10 months ago with 1 note
#fuck this #fat #disgusting #failure #scale #piece of shit #personal 

I seriously can’t think of anything worse than watching my weight creep back up, and having no reason why, and no way to stop it. This is literally so painful. I was just becoming happy with myself, but now I’m back in the 130’s. I was almost to my goal. WHY WHY WHY?

@11 months ago
#fuck this #personal #weightloss #no explanation 

feeling so fucking pathetic and depressed and irritable and disgusting. The fucking scale is apparently broken. It keeps taunting me with numbers that I’ll never be. With numbers I’ve only dreamed about. And I keep stepping on and off and it stays on a really low one, and then will jump up really really really high back to my actual weight. Its actually the most heart breaking thing ever and so I took a lot of sleeping pills.

10 months ago
#fuck this #fat #disgusting #failure #scale #piece of shit #personal 

I seriously can’t think of anything worse than watching my weight creep back up, and having no reason why, and no way to stop it. This is literally so painful. I was just becoming happy with myself, but now I’m back in the 130’s. I was almost to my goal. WHY WHY WHY?

11 months ago
#fuck this #personal #weightloss #no explanation