*I am NOT pro eating disorder/ana/mia. I am pro healthy weight loss; even though my eating habits may not be healthy.*
A little about me: I've never been diagnosed with an eating disorder because I keep my habits very private, and am not currently in therapy. I have been diagnosed with depression and a mood disorder. I cut, purge, and heavily restrict. For now, this is the way that I am able to tolerate living. I am obtaining control and it feels really good. I am here to support you, and I would love to get to know you.
This is my private and personal blog, I have a main blog, if you would like the link don't hesitate to ask!
I stopped counting calories obsessively and omg it feels so good. I keep an estimate in my head, and I try to stay aware, but its such a relief to not have to tally up all the time. also I lost again and I’m so happy.
@11 months ago with 1 noteMUST NOT BINGE MUST NOT BINGE MUST NOT BINGE MUST NOT BINGE
@1 year agofor some reason, this week was a really good week emotionally and physically. It was insanely difficult because of stress, but I worked out *hard* every day, and I ate fairly well. In general, I felt better about my body than I have in a long time, even though I’m no where remotely close to my goal. I Lost about 3lbs I think. I didn’t sign onto tumblr very much because I was so busy. But being on here right now is so triggering for me to lose weight faster, eat less, excersize more. I don’t even know if its good or bad. As long as I’m motivated to lose weight effectively, I don’t care I guess.
@1 year agoday 2 of my fast is going pretty well. I’m just bored. Its amazing how much time I spend in the kitchen eating. I don’t know what to do with myself! Actually I should be doing coursework…
anyway. I think I’m gonna have some diet coke and pray that I can keep this up.
@1 year agoThis week I’m not focusing on my UGW I’m focusing on *this* weeks GW. I’m hoping that by looking at the realistically attainable, I can actually get there, and feel good about it!
Baby steps, baby steps, baby steps…
@1 year agoI know I’ll fail, but whatever. Fasting buddy please?
(no I’m not pro ana or anything like that shit. I just need someone to hold me accountable)
@1 year ago with 4 notesI feel like I won’t be able to do it unless I have a buddy. Any takers?
@1 year ago with 1 noteIntake
Apple: 55
Jello: 10
gum: 5
Net: 70
@1 year ago with 2 notesFINALLY HAD A GOOD DAY OF EATING!!!!! so proud of myself right now. Seriously I’m so happy.
diet coke-0
cig-0
tea-0
net: 0!!!
@1 year ago with 2 notesFinally had a good day of eating!
Kale:50
Apple:50
These are both technically negative calorie foods but my net is 100, which is pretty good :)
@1 year agoI stopped counting calories obsessively and omg it feels so good. I keep an estimate in my head, and I try to stay aware, but its such a relief to not have to tally up all the time. also I lost again and I’m so happy.
I know I’ll fail, but whatever. Fasting buddy please?
(no I’m not pro ana or anything like that shit. I just need someone to hold me accountable)
MUST NOT BINGE MUST NOT BINGE MUST NOT BINGE MUST NOT BINGE
I feel like I won’t be able to do it unless I have a buddy. Any takers?
for some reason, this week was a really good week emotionally and physically. It was insanely difficult because of stress, but I worked out *hard* every day, and I ate fairly well. In general, I felt better about my body than I have in a long time, even though I’m no where remotely close to my goal. I Lost about 3lbs I think. I didn’t sign onto tumblr very much because I was so busy. But being on here right now is so triggering for me to lose weight faster, eat less, excersize more. I don’t even know if its good or bad. As long as I’m motivated to lose weight effectively, I don’t care I guess.
Intake
Apple: 55
Jello: 10
gum: 5
Net: 70
day 2 of my fast is going pretty well. I’m just bored. Its amazing how much time I spend in the kitchen eating. I don’t know what to do with myself! Actually I should be doing coursework…
anyway. I think I’m gonna have some diet coke and pray that I can keep this up.
FINALLY HAD A GOOD DAY OF EATING!!!!! so proud of myself right now. Seriously I’m so happy.
diet coke-0
cig-0
tea-0
net: 0!!!
This week I’m not focusing on my UGW I’m focusing on *this* weeks GW. I’m hoping that by looking at the realistically attainable, I can actually get there, and feel good about it!
Baby steps, baby steps, baby steps…
Finally had a good day of eating!
Kale:50
Apple:50
These are both technically negative calorie foods but my net is 100, which is pretty good :)
