*I am NOT pro eating disorder/ana/mia. I am pro healthy weight loss; even though my eating habits may not be healthy.*
A little about me: I've never been diagnosed with an eating disorder because I keep my habits very private, and am not currently in therapy. I have been diagnosed with depression and a mood disorder. I cut, purge, and heavily restrict. For now, this is the way that I am able to tolerate living. I am obtaining control and it feels really good. I am here to support you, and I would love to get to know you.
This is my private and personal blog, I have a main blog, if you would like the link don't hesitate to ask!
My net calories today was an awesome 0 and I had to ruin it at fucking 8 at night. RUIN it with a fucking huge binge. I’m now bloated and disgusting and feel even worse than I did before. This is great. I make such good decisions. Instead of just dealing with the hunger and going to sleep I said “I’ll have half an apple..” well that turned into a pear, banana, yogurt, milk, cereal, chocolate…I am so disgusting.
@1 year agoMy net calories today was an awesome 0 and I had to ruin it at fucking 8 at night. RUIN it with a fucking huge binge. I’m now bloated and disgusting and feel even worse than I did before. This is great. I make such good decisions. Instead of just dealing with the hunger and going to sleep I said “I’ll have half an apple..” well that turned into a pear, banana, yogurt, milk, cereal, chocolate…I am so disgusting.
