I feel like so much shit. Pure, undiluted disgusting shit. Fuck this. No one cares, and thats fine. I just…FUCK.
@1 year ago
#fuck #fuck #fuck #personal #FAT #FAILURE
I am about to spiral into some sort of panic attack
I cut so deep I can see the fat bulging and just a;lksj;gh its so disgusting. THAT is what I’m made of. FAT FAT FAT. literally, layers of disgusting, yellow, bulging fat and I want it OUT
but I cut so high and no pants are going to cover it, and I’m never going to be able to wear a normal length top..I’m out of large bandages, and its going to be a mess in school. FUCK I don’t know what to do. I have no one. I wish this had been my wrist, then this dumb fucking rant wouldn’t exist. I wouldn’t exist. Holy shit. I can’t do this.
@1 year ago with 24 notes
#cutting #oh shit #what the fuck have I done #FAT #COW #personal
how do I expect to lose weight if I eat as much as I do? I constantly complain about how fat I am, but I sit on my fat ass and stuff my face with food. I need to take this seriously if I want to be taken seriously.
I ate around 1000 calories today, but at least I burned about 400. Not good enough. Not even close, but tomorrow will be better.
anyone want to hold me accountable?
@1 year ago with 6 notes
#weightloss #lets get serious #food #personal #fat